The Story - Part 5
Sabtu, Agustus 31, 2013
This part
is very unpredictable. I never thought I would write this part. I was thought
the story will end in part 4 but here it goes. Our relationships is getting better.
We often debate a lot of things, especially anything related to our own life.
Conversation gets deeper and eventually up to about my relationship with other
people (read the story part 2 for the details). He's so upset about it. I was
upset also, because I think it would not be a problem anymore. Let past be the
past. In the midst of the fight, he told me that once he had a desire to get
this relationship to another level, even he had discussed this with his two
best friends. I was shocked! Totally shocked! I had a strange feeling at the
time. I did not feel happy even though its what I expected from the first. I
felt no differences because in the end I can’t be with him. I just wonder why
he did not say it after we are together again. Ah! this confusion, this regret.
This confusion and regret are useless. I already know the end. So right now I
will put all this feeling and thought aside, I just want to spend our
togetherness as much as possible and support each other. I believe God will
give us the best eventually.
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